Lose Inches Preparation H

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I'm not a person likely to speak of my feelings, which at times can lead to me lows ... And tonight, a light insomnia .... Everyone needs from time to time to download everything in him, like it or not like to talk about it, no? I've been a season quite discouraged, have been collecting various things that have led to my temporary disappearance without notice ...

My main headache seems that finally is ending ... If things go awry again, this week comes just works at the clinic. It is well known by everyone that when you get into work, you know when you start but when you just ..... But if you look over the work stopped by carelessness of one another, you have the patience demons and consumed. Drying the cast have been about a month unable to move until a patient gave me a hot air gun in 2 weeks had dried up, so I have finally been able to put doors, paint, finish the wiring. .. I just need to put the toilet to finish .... I promise photos so you can see how it has been around .... ^ __ ^

On the other hand I am, out of work and work ... One of my New Year's resolutions was to be happy, do not let silly little things to wipe the smile off my face .... I did not think something so simple ( apparently) I would be so complicated.

Emotionally I have not started too well the year. True, the subject of the clinic has been a positive stimulus (until it's twisted), but I recognize that I have many mood swings. As soon as I am the joy of the holiday as the world falls on me and all I find it hard ... And look at me like little mourn, but lately I fall more often than I like ( does not help too be easy to tear, I must say )

I am a person who has a hard time talking about their feelings, I'll shut a lot of things ... And the thing I see communication as fundamental to everything in this world, things like best solution is to talk, but paradoxically it does not use it myself. And many of my lows are for this reason, not to mention things in their time, to accumulate all the shit inside me until it is no more ... The problem comes when I poke a little, that everything I have inside pressure is a way out and that's when I really am aware of all that I cherish.

Whenever I have a drop I say the same: This did not happen again but I have to dosing problems, that if I speak slowly are less important ... Until I turn to collapse and I realize I'm biting my all by myself ....

I often ask whether I will be able to solve this ever, alone or with the help of Ramon ( that ultimately is the one I suffered at that time ), or if on the contrary I will continue to be for but I try .... I hope not ....