How To Slip Into A Coma

The Scorpion.



My life is everything that feeds my thirst
, because it generates
sin.
My desires are the only thing I care
No shame, no guilt, there is nothing there. Look well
my face,
you sell it without hesitation.

In myself, I focus on that,
There is nothing more, never has been. And
dream
left alone with the sadness, the madness of my being. Look
While my soul,
is black as coal like a bullet hole.

My lies, to reach the shore
The enlarged and nothing else,
My hopes, to be stolen from me,
Everything you love will soon betray him.
look good in my past,
I felt pain can not be overcome.


As I get on your back, I promise not to click,
tell you everything you want to hear and not mean anything.
'll treat you like a dog, while shooting my poison,
You pretend not to know that I am a scorpion. **********************************************



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Is It Safe To Close Your Eyes On A Sunbed

Goodbye, beautiful. Photographs



Finally the hills are no longer seen
They used to love with much to lose
shielded his eyes just a moment,
and everything was in ruins.

close my eyes for redemption,
looking to remove your gaze from me, because now your eyes
hurt me,
something I never thought would happen.

I hope you understand, nothing personal,
is just that I can not see you as they once did,
just a moment I closed my eyes and put my face
red with my blood.

As a rope around my heart drowned
eternity away again, as I feel
funeral bells increasingly strong.

the tree is not leaving flowers,
but the flower that forsakes the tree,
Someday will learn to love these scars, still fresh
the red sword-fury of your words. Some

you heard what I said?
ever read what I wrote?
ever listen to what we played?
ever let what the world said?

come too far, just to feel your anger?
played only to be pawns in the game?
How blind can you be, do not you see?
chose the long road, but I'll be waiting.

Bye, bye beautiful.
bye, bye beautiful.

Die, die beautiful.





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I'm not a person likely to speak of my feelings, which at times can lead to me lows ... And tonight, a light insomnia .... Everyone needs from time to time to download everything in him, like it or not like to talk about it, no? I've been a season quite discouraged, have been collecting various things that have led to my temporary disappearance without notice ...

My main headache seems that finally is ending ... If things go awry again, this week comes just works at the clinic. It is well known by everyone that when you get into work, you know when you start but when you just ..... But if you look over the work stopped by carelessness of one another, you have the patience demons and consumed. Drying the cast have been about a month unable to move until a patient gave me a hot air gun in 2 weeks had dried up, so I have finally been able to put doors, paint, finish the wiring. .. I just need to put the toilet to finish .... I promise photos so you can see how it has been around .... ^ __ ^

On the other hand I am, out of work and work ... One of my New Year's resolutions was to be happy, do not let silly little things to wipe the smile off my face .... I did not think something so simple ( apparently) I would be so complicated.

Emotionally I have not started too well the year. True, the subject of the clinic has been a positive stimulus (until it's twisted), but I recognize that I have many mood swings. As soon as I am the joy of the holiday as the world falls on me and all I find it hard ... And look at me like little mourn, but lately I fall more often than I like ( does not help too be easy to tear, I must say )

I am a person who has a hard time talking about their feelings, I'll shut a lot of things ... And the thing I see communication as fundamental to everything in this world, things like best solution is to talk, but paradoxically it does not use it myself. And many of my lows are for this reason, not to mention things in their time, to accumulate all the shit inside me until it is no more ... The problem comes when I poke a little, that everything I have inside pressure is a way out and that's when I really am aware of all that I cherish.

Whenever I have a drop I say the same: This did not happen again but I have to dosing problems, that if I speak slowly are less important ... Until I turn to collapse and I realize I'm biting my all by myself ....

I often ask whether I will be able to solve this ever, alone or with the help of Ramon ( that ultimately is the one I suffered at that time ), or if on the contrary I will continue to be for but I try .... I hope not ....

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The distance that separates us now,
looking for those words you said to
from looking at your face in my memory,
while the memories are mixed with fantasy.

That distance so great as physical, so small
feeling.

Unable to hear your voice,
without seeing your beautiful smile,
not feel your soft skin, without warning
your heart.

And I
convinced that there is still a long way in your way,
that we meet again,
that can again feel.

the meantime I'm content with photos,
those you left me,
photos lifeless and without passion
q are just a mirror of the q are false.

Only one image, do not you come on the heels,
prefer to avoid the sight, close your eyes, dream you
awake, imagining me
as before, as yesterday, as it will be tomorrow.

in a New Year's Eve, we
both.

In a New Year's Eve, we recognized as one
.

On a night like today, I'm missing half
me,
on a night like this,
I feel more alone than ever. Only

back to see your photos,
the association to some memory,
back to close my eyes,
waiting, waiting and dreaming our reunion.

and my rebirth.









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