So when you least expect something, he goes and happens, just like that, like a stab in the back, hoping to catch you off guard, so that your walls are not fully hoisted and easier. One afternoon, a plan either, bored, suddenly come across something you do not expect, feelings that were not previously, and I panic.
If it is, is the biggest stupidity, but you can not Avita, between illusion and panic in the middle, your imagination has jumped from one scene to another without stopping, wondering why and what happens, joy, of the desire for something to fear to mess up.
Because deep down you know the fuck, you'll be more cruel than you expected, you do not know what you want, because panic can more because you realize that you are more insecure than you think and a real immature, that relationships are not for you , which can not be controlled with an iron fist and let go does not come into your head and you do not know what the other person wants and that scares you more, because it is more likely that the entire movie you've created does not exist and I was disappointed worse than if it had gone wrong.
Because I like being a masochist and you keep running to see the end to see how far your scruples, but that time comes, let things flow, to see beyond to find a person yourself, you enter a huge jump directly to what you expect and does not arrive, you should not ask questions because ultimately you know your answer and do not want to know because you can not react, because that is not person for many good things you have and you want to make an effort to feel something that is not, because it put panoli face and everything will go downhill ....
Basically, you know how things will end, the panic will be your best friend and his playmate fear ......
I just read what I wrote and it makes no sense, at this time nothing has, perhaps erasing end, too personal, tomorrow when I pass the heater because of alcohol and the whore rain in the city that never rains, has left me not go in concert, because deep down beers arranged the world or make you see things differently and today I spent a little .
for rainy nights ......
Nanit
small grasshopper .....
